Random thoughts, daily diary style. Lock it up, stuff it under the mattress, and get pissed off when one of my sisters finds it, bobby pins the lock, and uses the info to make fun of me later.
Yes!! I actually did yoga today! Step one in changing my life around. Getting back to my roots. Being the woman I want to be during my short time on this planet.
Money has been getting me down lately. I worked so hard to be financially responsible my entire life. Who knew that wouldn’t be enough to survive in this world? Decades of planning and working hard can be undone in just a few years of unfortunate circumstances. Don’t want to think about it. Will do the best we can with what we have. Just don’t want to lose the house and have to move to that neighborhood with all of the crack dens.
Next step in living the life I would like to live: Figure out how to finish this novel and screenplay while working full time and going to grad school. Things to try? Patience. Little bits at a time. Even it is 5 minutes a day. Thank you SARK for planting the idea of Micro-movements in my mind.
Do I let myself get excited over the $40,000 scholarship I just applied for? There are all of those ideas about expectations and disappointment. Hmmm. But there is that feeling of possibility. Although does that feeling ever get matched with reality?